Hey guys, so I am excited to announce to you that we have 12 chicks right now! 14 hatched and 16 pipped!! One that hatched was very weak and never made it out of the incubator, and one sadly died at 2 days old in the brooder and we had two eggs pip and die. Right now there is still one chick in the incubator. It hatched and seemed okay, but never got up and standing… so after a week me babying it, we are starting to make progress it can stand with some assistance which is better than a week ago when it couldn’t even move its leg at all! Up until two days ago I had to force feed the poor little guy. He wouldn’t eat on his own so I had to pry the poor things beak open and set food in his mouth and then he would sometimes eat it and sometimes spit it out. He still is force watered (to an extent) I dip his beak in the water and then he drinks it. I will try to upload pictures later.
So not if you guys care (or your bored) I have something a little more on the non animal side that's just me talking about life. I feel so bad for my little brother right now, because he forgot something (like young teens happen to do some times) my dad said some things that were really mean, like how my brother and I are ungrateful, how the only time I come over to visit or talk to him is if I want money or need something from him, how my little brother is apparently a failure and many more things which just hurt…. I feel more for my brother because he has lived with my dad for the past year so he is much closer than I am with him. I have always guarded myself from my dad after he re-married just because his wife is sometimes not the greatest person but I just delt with it and I tried to make an effort to see him and do things with him. I went kayaking with him multiple times this summer, I stop by his house and go in so I can say hi if I ever get over his way, I drop the kids off from time to time (they are open enrolled in our school district so they live a ways away and we drive them home) and say hi, I drive to go watch him play his dart tournaments and play darts with him (even when I was on crutches I did that), I go to the races with him from time to time, so it's not like I don’t make an effort to go do things. What made me really frustrated is when it was said that I only use him for money and when I need things. Ever since I have been able to drive he has only helped me pay for gas 3 times and one time he threw a huge hissy fit and stormed out of the house, I recently asked for a upgrade on my phone because my contract has been up for a couple weeks now and the phone I have now glitches and shuts off along with being very old and outdated. I never ask for anything else as far as money or gifts… I didn’t know what I wanted for my birthday so I never really asked for much. So he just gave me some cash, not that I am mad about it, but he gave me what he thought appropriate, I never asked him for money. The only thing I suggested was $50 so I could by an athletic pass so I could go to school sporting events. It's just been a kinda bum year… one of my friends that I used to be really close with seems to not really want to be around me this year…. Over the summer I had a lot of plans and times but we never really got to see each other because something else would come up and that made me sad, and now that school has started they are always doing other things… they don’t really reply to my messages anymore or when I am talking to them they start to go off and talk to other people and do other things and I feel ignored…. I just don’t know how much longer the “friendship” will last if things continue…. I will try my hardest but sometimes it’s just better to let people go, it may feel like a small loss at time but sometimes (this coming from experience) that's the thing that truly lets you be the best version of you and it sets you free….